Two things at once?!

I don’t know why life is being so good to me today. :/ Well, my family just bought a Canon G1X, which made me so ksdafsldjclasjfkfjdal; HAPPPPYYY. My dad went to buy tiles for the new house and got a free ipod. -_- He came brought the ipod home and gave it to me and I was like what? Why are you giving this to me? MY dad said it was free and said it can have it. (im confused why he is giving it to me because like i just lost my old ipod and stuff…:/) My dad is acting so weird today. And I don’t know why. Lol, thanks to my strangely generous dad….

insincere guilt

It just ticks me off when people say ‘sorry’ but they do it again. Seriously, saying sorry should be when you’re sincere. This makes me disappoint those who said sorry to me. I mean shouldn’t you be sincere when you say it? Why do you even say that to me if you’re going to do it again? Oh, or should I not forgive them ever again? I mean every time I forgive them, deep, deep down, I myself know that they won’t change. I just don’t know what to do at all but in the end, I always force myself to forgive them - most times it’s reluctantly. Wow, now you’re saying sorry again on facebook?! YOU THINK DEEP INSIDE I’LL FORGIVE YOU?! NO, I’VE HAD ENOUGH. You’ve disappointed me so many times and I can’t endure it anymore. It’s like whenever you suddenly feel guilty for what you’ve done wrong, you suddenly become apologetic. Pshhh. 

my 366 challenge failed

sigh or should i just do 12 months challenge :P even that is sorta hard for me xD ever since school opened, i’ve always been busy…well, mainly because of homeowrk :( sigh, life is so mean to me, stop making me torture because of schooooooooollll gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i’ll just keep on ranting inside my head

present&past

▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪




   Location: home
   Thinking: Christmas day tomorrow! :D
   Listening to: just like the movies - 2pm (my favorite song :D)
   Wearing: a f21 shirt & zara shorts
   Tasks: needa go to dubai todayy




▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪

Christmas trip this year is at U.A.E. The flight is at around midnight tonight. That means I will land at Dubai tomorrow morning. I feel half excited and half reluctant. Idk why but it feels weird though. :/

HARRY POTTER: my first time reading it

Honestly, I have never enjoyed Harry Potter movies but my friends would always drag me into movie theaters to watch it. I found it super boring. But then Winnie (ps i hate you winnie! :P) lend me the first harry potter book. When I finally read the book, it was amusing. :) and here, I’m still reading the books. ♥